Corrections

When he was still alive my dad often gave me hugs and kisses on his daily basis, he always fulfill everything that i want (even though he's run out of money but he tried his best to give it all to me).

Talking about my mom, she did the same way with my dad (but sometimes she yelled at me when she mad).

My brothers and sisters, the way they acted through me on their daily basis made me realize as the youngest child in our family, i deserved to get more, to treat me differently from others because i deserve it.

Growing up with those kind of "the love that I've received from my family" has shaped my attitude become like this; stubborn, spoiled, throwing stuffs if it didn't work with my own way, and often lose control.

But also, they don't forget to teach me how to love others unconditionally, to be faithful, to be strong when everything's not easy.