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Hi, I'm also agree with Ailsaurus, at least you have family and friends, seems if you really need to talk about some trouble they can support you. And I think there many other positive people, I like when the people are kind and smiled and on my opinion it is normal to be polite with everyone. Maybe when someone meet apathy it just Life Checking and It revise him and his behavior, who knows, it might be philosophy question.

Hello there! I wouldn't agree that this world is full of violence and apathy - there might be a lot of them, but there are also a lot of thoughtful and helpful people out there. I myself have found some friends to practise languages to. I suggest you to be extremely selectful when choosing friends/language partners. If they do not seem good, just leave them!